Well. the week was busy and I'm tired! I now think I have a new boyfriend - older than me and in the same industry - with one catch. I have a nasty feeling he has a partner .......... I asked him if he was married and he said no .... but then again, I didn't ask him if he has a partner ... A lie of omission or a deliberate pre-meditated lie. One he doesn't think he will caught on?
Aaargh, so frustrated. Why do I distrust him if he has told me the truth? Well, last year we were at an event together and a colleague of his said 'watch out for him, he is married.' I am pretty sure he isn't married but I do think that he has a long-term girlfriend.
I also got a friend in the industry to check - he said he thinks he does but as usual had to ask in a roundabout way so I can't say for certain. Also, this is the contact who said he knew if we ever had sex it would be brilliant but as we are both with people it won't be possible. Well, eer, glad he let me know then. lol
I could scream as he is fascinating and I adore spending time with him.
Perhaps I just don't want to trust? My best friend asked me if I was ready to realise my worth and trust someone. I think I am but baby steps. I will choose to trust him but if it doesn't work out then it was a choice and I chose to be brave not scared.
Love and Light
L xx
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